Ice Breakers
Gay. Runner. Seattle. Science. Love. Mean Girls. Atheist. Water Bottles. Hiking. Friends. Family. Volunteering. Freckles. Music. Photography. Gluten. Life. Medicated. Confused. Single.
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Is it completely silly for me to miss the days where things were simple and I literally had nothing going on in my life. At least then I wouldn’t lose friends over guys and kissing was just a way to contract cooties. Where I was the awkward kid who hung out with my equally awkward friends. Where sex was a thing for adults and crushes and likes were fleeting and casual. I have heard plenty of people say that in the end all we have left is the friendships we have created throughout the years.
I wish I could say that I believe in this sentiment.
That no matter what your strongest friendships will see you through your darkest times. I have come to find that this is not true. No matter what… you become a thing of the past, forgotten, mistreated and unloved.
I have lost a lot of people in my life. Through many different methods of course but all and all I find it inevitable. Where the people you care for move on and find different avenues that most certainly don’t include you. I am terrified for the day that I lose or drive everyone away.
I miss how things were.
This ends my depressive episode for the night.
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